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Dispopia

by Marina Gasolina

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Looking Through the K-Hole Vivid eyes buried on coloured masks Hiding in the steppes At the basement flat Spreading fast through refugee camps Looking through the k hole Gala tears washed up by the storm Blurred features Distorted voice Was it real? Isn’t a contradiction? To escape fate By perpetuating tradition Looking through the k hole I can speak your tongue When we used to be Space dust Repetition Name a name It'll will never show its true face Looking through the k hole Looking through the k hole When we used to be Space dust
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Serial Lover 03:32
Serial Lover Serial lover Walking down the street Serial lover Looking for relief Father Hit me harder But please don’t stop loving me I know you ain’t really dad Real dad was the real bad man I know when you left you told me that Nothing would change us So I’m still that little girl missing her man Serial lover Browsing every bar Serial lover Only one more time He comes with the dawn and get what he wants I cannot refuse When he leaves with the sun And he's right Power is never mine I’m a serial lover Subject to a loveless life Father you're way too further What paternal love really means And I'll never forget a lesson A man's desire is all I should seek I subject I accept I walk down the street looking for relief For a man to mistress me Mistreat and misguide me Hit harder than you ever did
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Know Nothing 04:58
Know Nothing you know nothing about me and now it's too late anything that was worth knowing about me is dead dried from inside it has eaten my heart look into my eyes no soul no spark you know nothing about me you know nothing about me just like to watch me bleed left me to be just a worm feast easy prey to feed on I’ve unleashed a beast you know nothing about me cause everything you touch it's just a matter of time and you only let go when it smells putrefied I decay no one mourns I decay no one knows nothing about me you know nothing about me and now it's too late anything that was worth knowing about me is dead dried from inside you've got no heart look into my eyes your soul is so dark
4.
Miss C 03:39
Miss C I’m here to see miss C We used to be best friends, like sisters I can’t recall how everything turned to shit Out of control, we were quite of a show Things got ugly, I’ve never felt so low And I left her, I quit her I’ve promised to not forgive her Hot lava cooled into pretty stone No regrets, no remorse Miss c, So happy to see ya I don’t only deceive, I am the deceiver When I’m high All I want is to get higher Cause I won’t stop until I’m stronger than self-denial I don’t wanna know What took you so long Miss c I’m calling the man that's gonna bring you back to our love bed Miss c I’m calling the man that's gonna bring me back to When I’m high All I want is to get higher Cause I won’t stop until I’m stronger than self-denial I don’t wanna know What took you so long I don’t wanna know What took me so long Out of control, we were quite of a show Things got ugly, I’ve never felt so low And I left her, I quit her I’ve promised to not forgive her Hot lava cooled into pretty stone No regrets, no remorse
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Past one o'clock. You must have gone to bed. The Milky Way streams silver through the night. I'm in no hurry; with lightning telegrams I have no cause to wake or trouble you. And, as they say, the incident is closed. Love's boat has smashed against the daily grind. Now you and I are quits. Why bother then to balance mutual sorrows, pains, and hurts. Behold what quiet settles on the world. Night wraps the sky in tribute from the stars. In hours like these, one rises to address The ages, history, and all creation.
6.
Struck 03:29
Struck I was struck by your glassy eyes Paralysed by the anxiety Sun crossed the sky i was waiting for you to call Self-loathing does never leave I was struck by your confusion Anxious to see you again And feel my heart to paralyse Trembling legs splashing a puddle made of grieve I am that girl The other The lover The serpent under covers Home wrecking Whore waiting for him at the foyer Out and about Fucking at the canal I chose the way Of living my own personal downfall I am writing our story with the drying blood of passion Cause the closest thing to love i feel Is chemistry obsession I was struck by the end of the everlasting dream Of marriage and kids Out and about Looking for amazement But the trouble is Trouble is all there is
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Vampire 03:10
VAMPIRE I’m threading a string to lace my heart up so i won’t go insane I’ll be asleep every 9 am locked inside the walls of unreason soaked in tears chosing the needle you come and take what you want I beg you again for a little while to stay but all there is left, I'm left with empty empty space I'm threading a string to lace my heart up so I won’t let you use me up again like your heroine surrogate so I won’t go insane you come and take what you want I beg you again for a little while to stay but all there is left ,I'm left with empty empty space you sucked me dry stole my verve slammed the door I was curled in the dirt, on a crisis of nerves you're a vampire
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Pariah Beseeching I am summer rain, fat drops hitting boiling asphalt instantly evaporating steam rising onto the skies only to condense again few hours I’m a nimbus cloud unstable, indecisive, ever changing shape temporally ephemera infatuation Superficial deep sensation nothing can touch me only a hole can hold me Hot steam rising, can't pass through cold stream I can’t visualize such basic things you keep on repeating to me I’m abstracted sometimes I process but it will be never be a habit a pariah beseeching so much stronger than rationality way too passionate, contentiously for your pragmatic reasoning nothing can touch me only a hole can hold me
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PARANOIA BEAMS this blinding light, dust in my eyes i hate to see storm's passing by bending the trees shaky are my knees it's hard to breath roof's falling on me going through the motions wont work for me out of control is when im acting naturally swimming with the currents towards the end or whatever that means it's a thread of daydreams ans paranoia beams it's never quiet it's never still it's never dawn, is this all real fading morning star, lonely racing heart it's a pretty view a pretty day to die bending is the tree my heavy body swings feels so hard to breath silence is creeping on me
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Aphasia 05:07
Aphasia Full moon Forever doomed To repeat On duty Keep on moving Keeping track Double check My paycheck Force-fed Beyond regret Am I grateful? Am I cured? Are you asleep? Watching porn Getting bored Smoking weed Living the dream I think I love you Because I'm trapped inside of me It's called aphasia I can finally breath I’ve decided to give in To give away the best of me Eros and psyche Mystic and cinique Dysfunctional family We are such a big family In such a tiny town There's plenty to hate So, we gather around So, we gather around Aphasia New moon Forever doomed To live dim

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Marina Vello aka Marina Gasolina, songwriter, singer, teacher, visual artist, writer. One of the founders of Bonde do Rolê, half of Madrid (duo formed with Adriano Cintra), she released her first album under the name Marina Gasolina in 2013, Commando. She returns almost a decade later with Dispopia. The album was recorded in 2014 while she was living in Paris. The album was put away for a few years when Marina needed to address the monster of drug addiction. Only resumed in the year 2022, where Rafael Panke (Ruido por mm/Delta Cockers) mixed and mastered. Dispopia is a work about mourning, death pulse, an ode to drugs and the end of the world. The end of everything.
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released November 25, 2022

Written, recorded and produced by Marina Vello

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Marina Vello aka Marina Gasolina, songwriter, singer, teacher, visual artist, writer. One of the founders of Bonde do Rolê, half of Madrid (duo formed with Adriano Cintra), she released her first album under the name Marina Gasolina in 2013, Commando. She returns almost a decade later with Dispopia, a work that will be released in late November 2022. ... more

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